sleepy but can't sleep rant

seems to be a theme with me these day. after a the past few ones consisting of me feeling like i was going to throw up everywhere, my stomach finally settled down long enough for me to visit my best friend, chase, up in winchester. (chase in winchester?! i know...)

while i do love that boy and would do almost anything for him, riding on the back of a four wheeler and being scared because he's driving through mud puddles (while splashing my toms with mud. grr) and past people shooting guns scared me more than i think i lead him on. don't get me wrong, i'm down for shooting guns just like the next girl who was wearing heels and had on $110 earrings when she arrived (it was only me if you haven't picked up on my sarcasm...hence why i changed into my toms) and got the warning, "it's really muddy down there, lil pretty lady. make sure that boy treats you right or you ride yourself back up here and i'll take care of ya" after, of course, he started speaking to me in french, but that was a bit much. fabulous.

it was totally worth it, though, as is every adventure with chase. even the ten dollar margarita i had. (yes, it was ten dollars. no, i didn't know it was ten dollars.) it still doesn't seem real that i won't see him for another three months. womp. i might just have to take a weekend and go to wise to visit. three months is just too long in my book.

in other news, i've been working (praise the lord!) and momma's birthday is sunday! i'm so excited. it'll start her last year in her forties...(i know, momma's young) and will be an excellent celebration to such a lovely lady. aaand, next friday, i'm leaving for nacurh. i'm soo incredibly nervous about flying again but i'm sure it'll be just fine. (dad says 99% of people who die in plane crashes don't feel a thing. james likes to remind me of this.)

well, for now, i'm off to try and dream about playing with the nerf n-strike vulcan blaster chase and i saw and drooled over in toys r us tonight. (and here's hoping i have boys so i can buy this "for them" but only let mommy play with it.)