It's been a long month

Hello, Blog.
Have you missed me? I've missed you and have sat down to have coffee or to chat with you quite a few times but somehow, the inspiration to type isn't the same when you haven't been up for almost 24 hours.
It's been almost an entire month since I've last seen you. I can't imagine your life is exciting...I haven't been around. Mine, however, has started to spin into the wonderful life of a junior in undergrad, oh joy. Please, cuddle up on the couch and grab the extra large mug from the cabinet to pour your coffee and Italian Sweet Cream into.
School life has been getting intense. The work load isn't that bad, except for some minor freak outs with the paper, but I survived. I only have one class on Tuesday and Thursday now-yippee-but it's at 8 in the morning-boo. I love most of my classes, though, so that is fabulous. All of the classes that end in Communication, especially, have my interest. I love it. I love this major. I'm doing well. I'm going to make it. Yes.
Love life can be summed up in one word-torture. Watching someone you think you could love with someone else is heartbreaking. It's unbearable. It's too much for even you to handle, blog. (By the way, have you met my good friend, comfy bed, Gilmore Girls, and Reese cups? They've been hanging out with me and Coffee to help me try and fix this.) I think what's even worse is I thought something was finally going to happen. Finally. It's still sitting there. Waiting. Staring at me in the face. It knows I know it's there. It's hiding from me. I tried to sneak up on it today-it let me look at it. Maybe that's an improvement.
Outside of school but still on campus life is okay. I like being an RA. I've become friends with some people I usually wouldn't have interacted with. Meg and Mer are amazing and have turned into some of the greatest people here. RHA is going well. SAACURH is coming up fast. I have 180 books in my trunk for our philantrophy. cool. APO is going to be better now. I was voted in as President tonight-how exciting! Alex thinks it's funny to give me power. Jealous. hahaha
Family life is about the same. Erica and Steve moved to Ohio so I guess I won't get to see the little button whenever it's born unless I go up there (which isn't that far). I wish she was closer. Mom and Dad came to visit me a couple weeks ago. I LOVED having them here. Mom sends me a card almost every week. It makes me miss her a lot but I love getting her little notes. I have one hanging up by my desk that has a smile on the front and it says smile. On the inside, it says That's what I do when I think of you. Legit cried like a baby when I read that. Grandad's birthday came and it was really hard but we made it. I think I might go see Grandma over Fall Break for a day or two. I know she hasn't been staying at the house much because she doesn't like to be there alone. Can't say I blame her. At all.
Obsessions in my life right now:
Folk Soul Revival
Kristen Gardner Photography
Twitter
BRRR
My Crack

Well, blog, I'm glad you made it through that boring update...aren't you glad you had that coffee? Speaking of that friend, I do believe he owes me a visit. I love you, I love you, I love you.